Snap

This week has been a struggle.  To be honest, much of the last two months have been a struggle.  Worth it?  Absolutely.  But a struggle nonetheless. 

And then last night, I had a breaking point.  Something snapped.  And when it did, it happened in front of Mia, who then burst into angry and confused tears, which just compounded my angry and confused tears, and we were an angry and confused mess. 

Something was not working.

So after the kids went to bed, there was some discussion, and soul-searching, and spouse-supporting between the adults.  And some decisions were made and plans of action formed. 

Today, we put that plan into effect.  It's not without its emotional drama, but already things are oh-so-much better. 


Which is good, because these guys really are cute.  And I want to enjoy them.