Thursday, August 19, 2010

What Do I Look Like?

In the midst of moving and vacations and the general craziness that the summer months always seem to bring, I've been taking some time to work on me. Last spring, I had a bit of a crisis. Mia had just turned 1 and Kevin and I were coming up on our fifth wedding anniversary, and I was just feeling blah. I hadn't completely lost the weight I gained during pregnancy, and I definitely didn't look or feel as good as I had on my wedding 5 years ago.

But 5 years ago? I was 23. And 28 doesn't look like 23.

Still, I needed to kick it into high gear. So I started paying attention to portion sizes, and what was going into my body. That was all well and good, and got me down to within 10 lbs of my pre-baby weight. And then the weight loss stopped. Completely. I need to add more (okay, ANY exercise to me plan. So in May, I started running.

Let's just pause and appreciate that because I. hate. to. run.

But you know what? It worked. I've been following the Couch 2 5K program. It took me all summer to reach the halfway point, but I'm down another 11 lbs and still going strong, which is pretty freakin' awesome. (sidenote: I have no plans to actually run a 5K because I don't have any desire to run with other people/strangers. My goal is to have the ability to do it, not to actually run one.) I look AND feel better.

Which has brought me full-circle to "What does 28 look like for me?" And I think I'm finally getting some answers-
  • It looks like a particular attainable pant size, but most definitely not a size 6.
  • It looks like funky, fitted (but not tight!) t-shirts, comfy jeans, and flats, preferably with sequins or sparkle.
  • It looks like controlled portions, but the occassional splurge for cheesecake.
  • It looks like a regular exercise routine, but with a jogging stroller and not a fancy gym.
  • It looks like a job that pays nothing in cash, but in lots of hugs and kisses.
  • It looks like playdates, and tumbling classes, but with time for girlfriends and margaritas.
  • It looks like less expensive dinner dates out, but movie night dates on the couch with popcorn (and sometimes a margarita...did I mention I like those?)

Funny, but when I think about it, I like the 28-year-old version MUCH better than the 23.

Like fine wine, right?

3 comments:

Amanda MacB said...

Great portrait of 28! I have many similarities at 29 - except the running. I have thought about trying that off the couch to 5k thing. Maybe this spring after baby #2...

Betsy said...

Maria,

Good for you! I appreciate your moderate and reasonable approach - seeking health, no fads, allowing for splurges, finding something attainable (not just what the media would tell us is "beautiful" or "healthy." I have periodically tried to teach myself to run, with little success. I honestly think my body just wasn't made for running. But I did C25K for awhile and found these podcasts helpful: http://www.ullreys.com/robert/Podcasts/podcasts/podcasts.html. It's just a music track of workout-y music with a narration that tells you the intervals for C25K - one for each week of the program.

Again, congrats to you. This is a great motivator for me to get back on track with exercising! If you can do it, I can too, right?

Maria said...

Betsy, those podcasts were a MUST when I started. It's very nice to have the narration built in, so that you don't have to worry about checking a watch while training your body for longer runs. Now that I'm up to 25 minute runs, I've created my own playlist, but I still use the podcasts at the beginning of each week to "step up" the workout.